'The Illusionist' by 'duana'
you tried to make me believe that you were positive, "into me"
you stopped trying for a while
you yelled at me and swore and claimed 'temporary insanity'
you tried to make it up
you took me out dating (and didn't even complain about spending money)
then you tried to shock me
because you felt rejected
you like hurting me when you feel that way
you don't seem to want to stop once you start
and have no sense of going overboard
until i'm almost crawling
and you ignore my feelings some more
and you look at me with that cold, dark look
that seems to penetrate my core
i don't miss you anymore.